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跟你说的话

2010-11-29T05:48:00.000-08:00

本来因该上床睡了。。。

睡到一半，电话响。。其实也不太想接，还是接了。

是他~ 这几天，金钱方面真的很紧。

不，该说自从零用钱让他负责，我的钱包真的很紧。

打来，就要问我找工找到怎样。告诉我这次是最后一次给我零用钱。

很抱歉告诉你，这些话，真的很不好听！我都睡不着了。

我很不明白。。为什么牵涉到我。。

你要孝敬父母，有很多方式。

我的学费生活费，以后我会自己来报答。。那是我以后该做的。

你跟我说你没钱了。不久后要搬家，开销很大。

那你没有能力为什么要硬着头皮说你可以？

你负担的很辛苦，我要顾虑的东西也很多，我忍受得很辛苦。

你懂不懂我没有权利去选择，我被押得很辛苦。

我要比人董事，妈说。。哥对你那么好，你得空的就多点照顾他。

我不喜欢歉人。本来想你给我钱。。我要每天按时煮好晚餐给你就好了。

以为我只要做得好，你不会觉得负担得辛苦。

可是事实并不是那样。

回国之前，想做的很多东西，好像昨天发梦，今天消失。

为什么每次都是这样？

烦恼总是一直还在？！

我每天笑，其实我对你们的压力已经看得很开，有时真的要被逼疯了！

了解我的感受的人，为什么都是外人？！

我可不可以享受我的大学回忆？！旅行费我要怎么办？

为什么这个责任最后还是回到我这里？

holiday mood =D

2010-07-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

guess what.....

there is still lots pressure for me in holidays...

but, there is a day i really enjoy myself wif sista =)

YESTERDAY~

at 1st, is such a crazy idea from her...

coffee in borders with books.

anything for me,i got no other activities going on my holidays...

i were thought as long as its spending my time....

walk under the rain wif her to Borders....

drives us crazy with the rain...

after the drinks we ordered comes to us...

i would say..... its better than everything =)

my drinks => cookies mocha wif cream + own service caramel!!! wont know how much i put on my cream...ahaha

it definitely changed our mood....

was decide to study the novel there.....

we love the environment...

quiet.... and comfortable =)

end up, we still have our girl's talk...

enjoy the chitchat wif u sista... =D

LOVE IT~~ ♥

Both of us found a interesting truck near by...=D

can u imagine the truck tat covered with grass?

interesting idea...aha!

ROCK MELBOURNE!! ROCK~~~ ♥

know what? yesterday he told me he is coming next saturday.

i was shock really....

cant imagine time had past so fast.... ady 5months!

i book the skybus quickly and cant wait to see him....=P

he is coming he is coming he is coming~~~ =D

你就这样走了吗？

2010-07-11T01:40:00.000-07:00

是我变了吗？
你说我们的想法不再一致。。。
就在我听那首歌时。。。你传来一样的歌词。。。
我不懂，这是什么。。你看不到了吗？

你，不再拉回我进那圈子里了。。。
你难道忘了。。。我吩咐过你，一旦我冲动时，一定要记得拉我回去？
你说到那么委屈。。。我还能不放手吗？
没想到，我一说，你真的放了。。。

之前对你的坚持。。。不需要了吗？
跟爸妈的冷战。。好像又是我的多余举动？
心里位子，还是你，永远是你。。。可是。。。
你结束了吗？
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rgInHvW8Ic&feature=player_embedded

homesick

2010-06-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

had my homesick for 2days...
trying to relax myself with sleep and movies..
feel to stick home when i really not in mood..
mum's call last nite... is not the word that i hope to listen really...awww..
but fine, still the same... 我可以！

yesterday found the interesting part of my favorite..
used to collect japanese model in KL..love the detailing of handmade stuff.
when i found out there is own made series, it make me mad of searching! =)
well, he will help me look for it in KL too....thx darling =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSo80p2eVNs&feature=player_embedded

he know im not really in mood...to cheer me up wif this...
both of them r really similar always..=)
thx dar...

朋友的温暖

2010-06-28T21:53:00.001-07:00

我做工了。。。
工作环境并不好。。。
为了钱。。我把头发扎起来。。。
为了钱。。我忍受无端端被骂。。。
为了钱。。再烧的烘炉，再热的热水。。
我告诉自己我可以！

最近，我们朋友又加多了。。
那天的picnic是我由此以来笑到最开心的一天。。。
晚上冷冷的天气下一大班喝茶。。是暖暖的心情。。。
beer nite的欢乐，真的抛开很多烦恼。。。
有时，很感激有那么多的朋友一起出国留学。。这个机会真的很难得。。。
有时吵吵闹闹，有时不开心。。。但开心的回忆并不少。。
离开从小长大的家。。。离开他。。。自己学习的自立，让我无时无刻要告诉自己---我可以！
朋友啊，很庆幸有你们。。。 116 和 315
有时，真的不想呆在静静的家。。。
最近，多亏有时你们肯收留我。。。
恐怖片，凉茶，宵夜，零食，啤酒，早餐。。。真的暖暖的。。。感激。。
朋友。。。真的谢谢你们。。。=)

p/s: sorry miss c...i used ur pic...i love all ths pic...awesome=)

无言的心情

2010-06-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

终于放假了。。日子并没有想象中的好。。。
压力还是一直会跟随，烦恼还是一直会奉陪。。
没错。。。年龄越大，很多事都会让自己无言。
除了无言，还是无言。。。
很多事情，并不是你想这样，它就能随着你要的方式去配合你。
就这样，我们一直学习怎么配合人和事情。
学校要配合，朋友要配合，家长要配合，外面也要配合，家里也要配合，。。
很累，时时刻刻都要让自己在安全的situation.要很小心。。
话不能说太多，不然就会说错话。
本人很爱说话。。。所以每次都会后悔之前说错了什么。

今天由此一来，一个人出去走。。。
以前在sunway有心事就自己乱乱走。。。
今天除了找工作，突然发现很久消失的习惯又回来了。找工并没有想象中简单。
走着让一间间拒绝。。。并不好受。
想让我的药满足我的心情，才发现其实它今天的效率有点弱。再出名的，再好吃的。。对我来说，没差。不是它不够好，而是我的问题吧。。。

一个人坐在河边很久，冷。。。但冷到没感觉了。啊！！
怎么他们都说一样的话！！想念妈妈，打回去。。。也是不过是酱。。
从来没有伸手或开口跟他们要买什么浪费钱的东西。。。为什么要磨炼我。
两份工。。你真的把它想象中那么简单吗？！
要的鼓励，返回来的劝告。。
他要怎样，我就得怎样去做。。。受够了！！！
我又能怎样？？
他要我说的话。。。
老实说，我都搞不清楚谁有问题。可能我并没有他那么自信。
很抱歉，我说不出口。。。我只能用沉默回应。
无言。。。。还是无言。。。

Finally~~~~~~~~

2010-06-05T18:22:00.000-07:00

>yea, finally we r done....bye for our busy life and continue our holiday~
there r tons of assignment to block me update my blog...
no joke...seriously busy till forgot to bath or eat.

recently i was happy i found a person tat i really can talk to...
Emily, the 1st partner i hav in swinburne uni.
1st always come with the best.....hav my 1st smkb sista, 1st toa sista, and now 1st swinburne...=)she is mature enough for me to talk to. she always make me feel better,like having a sista taking care of me... against....we hav the same situation mayb. stay far from campus. far from the circle, yet we hav the same feeling from others. i felt grateful i found her here and i learned to appreciate things beside me nowadays. I learned by the thing I lost…sometimes things might lost accidentally, and it doesn’t last longer, muz appreciate time by time, every movement. Happy for the day Emily stay wif me. We work hard 2gether, emo 2gether, cook, eat, sleep and so on. Since how long, my house didn’t get warm from others. Miss the time when 8ppl in my house… =)

Hmm, the 1st thing finish the presentation, I called my mum. Really thankful for the food she prepared b4 she back to m’sia. It make us last for quite many days and I can concentrate my final project without cook.

Awww….talk bout food, im getting hungry time to time in winter now. It is too cold, and I feel to eat all the time. I hope I did’t gain my weight from that. I Still miss the breakfast that I have wif lilina in chapel street. After the final project, I found myself addicted by COFFEE….gosh~~~

Where is the Luck

2010-05-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

im lost today,
the whether is cold, the wind is blow...
my heart is freeze and my mind is repeating thinking the same thing.
Was about wat we chat last nite.
He....going to leave here and leave me soon i think.
i saw the tears in his heart last nite...
and wat i can do is juz giving some comfort.
well, i am support him all the time and where ever he wan to go...
i guess we choose the wrong place...this is not the place belong to us...
I am wonder....Where is the Luck...can "u" come to us?!
this is the 2nd time he giving up at here...
I know, he think the decision for quite some days...
what i can do is juz tell him im all rite on my own at here...
but actually im not.....T_____T
went out alone today....and i wonder wat im doing....
i got the wrong train to back my home...
hmm....moody and hope to hav my french fries....
but i buy potato chips to replace it... after hav the whole pack...
i felt the result is still the same...come on! i juz cant thinking bout it!
so lost so lost.....can someone stop my thinking? really no 1....
WAT IM DOING! Im wonder!i juz cant stand to stay alone! >.<
hmm...mayb sleep can rest my mind...today hav a day holiday for myself..do not touch any assignment....sleep bah...

♥♥♥♥♥Dear Fatty birthday girl♥♥♥♥♥

2010-05-01T03:43:00.000-07:00

today is the fatty birthday...happy 21st fatty ong lee wah...=D
hmm...is ady 9pm here....there should be 7pm..
i guess she muz be vy pretty tonite...guess the party ady started...
well, really wish i was there....her 21st birthday...
tis day flash back a lot of our memories...
i been thinking bout how im celebrate wif her tis past few years...from secondary sch until the last year....
sometimes, i hate myself could't memorize well....i still cant remember where we celebrate last year...my memories stop in the year we went AMPANG HILL....she was so "hang fok" for tat nite...hope today is the best day in her life...21st years old party...
Badly, i could't prepare any present for her tis year...but we talk in the phone last nite. too bad, she cant recognize my voice ady T_T
By the way, enjoy chatting wif her....
The "Beckham" make me laugh nonstop...=D learn a new word...
we enjoy wif the loklok topic.... she is so lucky wif her loklok party....i hope i can hav once in my life too....i wan to eat the whole lok lok car! but plz...might need some decoration on the car for my party...hehehhee
WELL DREAMER~~~~~
T______T I MISS LOK LOK.

loklok usually was my supper in KL...
i hunt wif him always when my mum was slept and when we in good mood....
without let my mum know....bcoz of the weight...
well, i gain weight.....
the pork meat ball, the fried sotong, sotong ball, fu zuk....
IM GOING MAD~~~~~

OK! change topic...
IRON MAN~~~~
Actually tonite is going to watch iron man wif babe tiff and her fren...
but too bad, the ticket is almost fully book! shit~~~~~~
Is tat so famous here? i wonder y...
i forgot bout the story last time....juz feel to watch it coz is cool and famous...hahahhaa
hmm, the dating is ady cancel....but will watch wif babe tiff again...of coz wif babe "C" too...hehehhee...
Mayb tis is best time for me to finish my assignment.....
Life is So boring when we meet assignment!!!
awwwww.........is Weekend!!!!
i wan relax plz~~~~ wan shopping~~~

hmm....so excited for the day my mum here =) going to bake my 1st cheese cake for mummy next wednesday =) MUZ HUG HER tight tight when i c her in thursday =)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Babe Tiff's birthday =)♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-04-30T04:08:00.001-07:00

Its our cake cake day~~~~~~~~
well well well, the taste still nvr stop in my mind....i wonder why...
is already a day but i still miss the cake so much so much!!! XD
i guess it was the best cake that i had in my life!
i dun even mind bout how far the distance! i wan go there always! JOM! LILINA~~~~XD
I KNOW SHE GOING TO ACCOMPANY ME ALL THE TIME =D
"Dead of chocolate" omg omg omg.....is like my drug now...x_x
hmm....too bad the shop did't hav any candle for the big 21st babe....
but she looks happy =D and we r happy too....
thx for bring us to such a nice cafe....=D
nice wedges! nice cappuccino! nice latte! nice cake!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN~~~~~ 21ST BABE TIFFENY~~~~~muckk~~~~~

I HATE SICK~~~~

2010-04-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

well,was not feeling well...
Frequently used to hav all the healthy food here...
fresh vege, made juice by my own, take fruits, bread every morning,clean water in australia....
Everything~~~~
ARE MAKING ME FELT BORED!
im getting miss my rubbish food in m'sia!
steamboat and bbq buffet, nasi lemak, bbq plaza, char kuey teow, even mix rice are nice for me now!
awwwwww.........M'sia is such a nice counrty!!! How come they nvr improve themself to make their country stronger?!
If there is peaceful, without Exclusion of race， It is a very comfort place for us to live in!
Well, even people here are racist as well! terrible problem in everywhere! We are human and they aren't special as they think.

hmm....guess i talk too much...=D back to the title..
Coles got so much promotion on snack recently...
awwww....juz cant make myself away from this things....
"SNACK ALWAYS COLOUR UP MY LIFE" =D my slogan...ahahahaha

too bad, after hav my snack, i fall sick...
Bad sore throat fren find me at 1st,....and now slowly move on to running nose fren visit me as well....>.<
Today, really felt damn tired.... i hope to hav a big meehoon soup to cure my running nose...miss my mum's food badly....cant wait,juz cant wait for the day she come...next saturday!!! =)

Hmm, woke up in the morning and webcam wif my dear...slowly my tears drop again...i felt so tired, miss everything over there.... =(

Then, i try to cook my mum's meehoon soup for myself...
I hav no fish soup....>.< then replace wif broccoli soup...
well, the taste is still not bad anyway! =) feel proud...heheheh
Have to be tough! independent is wat im learning now...Kambateh!

Today's is our princess Tiffany birthday....hav long chat wif her last nite..
Feel glad to hav fren like her really... bring me joy all the time =)
She was so different for me, and im going to treat the baby birthday cake later =)
Pity girl without celebration.... hope my cake can bring her happiness in her birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TIFFANY =)

M'sian Lifestyle Day :p

2010-04-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

Yesh! today we r really back to m'sian lifestyle...
Sing K, best nasi lemak in the town & Teh ice in Old town for supper...:D

Finished class, we rush to our plan, Sing k~~~~~~~~
Well, i really miss Neway and redbox a lot!!!!
Especially the time wake up in the morning at 11am and had our brunch in neway wif him....Miss the time a lot.
Today, we hav our sing k session in dam far away from city...@@" did't expect the distance...we almost fall sleep in the train....:D
Our fren, sadie come wif us today! get to know her deeper...friendly and out going girl from Macau....:)
Happy day and really satisfied with what we have in the K room.
Food are not bad...The audio are lousy anyway, The sound is just like the wedding karaoke in kampung...x_x
But yet, everyone is enjoying because we got no choice with tis price and we r now in melbourne! Didn't hav high expectation on it...:D

After finish, we continue to lygon street~~~ yepee....
i really miss nasi lemak a lot!!!
The size is too big to fit my stomach, take away lunch box cost me extra $0.20 to buy the empty box!!!! Wonder why asian people love money tat much!! I really Hate it!
But i guess i will go back tat place again....i cant live without NASI LEMAK~~~~~ T__T

Well, continue wif our Old Town limteh! Cant even imagine we hav $3.50 = rm10.5 for a small glass of teh ice...x_x The taste is same, but the price is so much different!This is from OLD TOWN!!! WAT DA! But, nice try.i miss teh ice and tis could satisfied me wif long chat wif my frens...

Then we went to pub/ lounge....hmm, got some headache today.juz dunno wat wrong with me.Is too tired after the whole day lepak maybe...:D

This is what we did to Old Town staff, to test their mathematics :D

Hmm, i guess im going to pengsan soon! getting blur...might need some rest for my mind...x_X
2molo going to travel wif bro's fren, hope it could be a good trip for me :) yepee~~~

Surprise

2010-04-21T23:54:00.000-07:00

It was surprised me that dear miss O is still browse my dead blog~

I really shock when she asked me bout the question... i did't expect anyone is here...

Just hope to have my blog back...

i felt so warm and touching...

Thx for care of us silently...

i miss u so much...really so much... >.

Well,have a short chat wif 2 sista.....Miss A & miss O

闪亮三姐妹。。。the name that didn't hear it for numbers of year...Miss it =P

well, Abolone sista oso 1 of the name i miss a lot...=P bad terence!

i wonder why whenever the place i went,i have my new nick... =P used to it!

Not is australia... everyone is getting old... x_x

Well, my mood getting all rite after chat wif Miss J yesterday. Thanks Miss J...

Mayb i shouldn't judge the problem heavily..

I miss my mum's nagging again...

She is the one who lend me her ear with my friendship problem all the time in KL...

awwww.....i really miss her. miss my family...my Daddy~ when the time he told me the house is so quiet without me and he miss me a lot, my tears is going to drop....T___T

Miss my cute cute niece & nephew~~~ i guess they already dunno who am i :(

After think twice, think back the word mummy gave me b4 i come here....i felt much more better...

Thx Miss O....u r a tough girl, the no. 1 tough girl in my heart...more lesson i need to get from you maybe.. =P

Just back from Saveway, brought some chicken,milk and...........BIG M!!!!

ngek ngek,i start to fallin love wif saveway, they hav more more promotion that i wan!

was waiting my picnic promotion again....owe Miss W a picnic...will noted in my mind all the time :p Thanks for treat me the nice black picnic...^^ return her when it is promotion again~~~~ weeeeee....

Hmm, got my cloth yesterday! it was pretty nice dress that i love so much!

wonder i can wear it or not...:D

Thanks darling...

he did help me a lot when i need help....

Even we r in far distance....he is still on call for me in 24 hours....^^

is so cute to c him curry girls dress and helping me arrange nicely in the webcam...

is like a hamsap lou....:P but cute...

Hmm....2molo hope to go city neh....

still thinking where to go....IS FRIDAY~~~~~~~~ :p

well,going to hav a trip wif bro's fren tis weekend...

awwww....lazy to do my work...x_x

If there is no assignment for us here....i guess it gonna like staying in a heaven! >.<

人越大，烦恼越多。。。

2010-04-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

starbucks,nite view of city and swing.
The thing i really hope to do now...
enjoying starbuck quietly in the nite view of city,
swing in the playground,
enjoying the autumn wind,
let the wind blow me up....
i really hope it can settle down my mood.

After down for quite many days, finally i got the answer from miss w. i expect miss j hate me deeper,but it seems like im wrong ady. miss w told me everything from her heart. Thanks for telling me babe....

I hate myself badly to make u sad and cry in the time u moving new house. I make the mistake tat i did't realize. you r right,i got my problem sometimes tat i did't realize....And yet, the problem make more of the fren leaving me..

well,the heart feel like breaking...
is good to know the answer,but it break my heart badly...The feel is just like the time i know have to leave him last time. Lost something important beside me and my life. "did u realize more and more frens are leaving u? i said j...even me after that moving hse case..i din mean to hurt any1 but dis is wad u shd noe.. " T_T

Maybe what i said now,she's not believe anymore. The more i said,she will think the more excuse i give maybe. haih...i really miss my secondary sch day....wahwah,akiko,darren and tengteng.... I REALLY MISS U ALL BADLY.... i miss the pure friendship,everything we talk out for better understanding...
i hate myself nvr take out some of the time for my dear fren.The time i realize,it is ady to late.

Today,going be the day for me to cry madly...and also my dear,akiko. We are pieces, both of us having trouble in the same day. Long time,she nvr cry infront of me already. I felt warm, we cry together and concern together. I really miss our sch time,so much so much. Only today we cry ya babe...muz cheer in the next day :) hope she got better 2molo.

Well, i need to thx miss C very much,she went out whole day,busy for her camera stuff,haven do her assignment and yet she still feel free to lend me her time in the nite.Bad raining day had canceled the plan,but i really thx her very much. thx for concern me wif ur word...you are right! appeciated! =)

yumyum ^_^ (full house & carl's jr)

2009-03-30T03:56:00.000-07:00

Wat a good day for me today...kaka...last class with eric leong....without presentation......and swan's was class canceled.....ngek ngek...free~~~~~ We have our lunch in Kimgary,after that,Janice was kena saman @@"....then i accompany her to building MPSJ.What a big building!They are soooooo rich....with our payment of saman!! @#$%^@#$%^

On the way back......the weather are super duper hot!! OMG! my skin was felt like burning! it is pain! Then me n janice was decide to go kepong to have rojak for our tea time.....however,i prefer gei dak sek's honeydew ice.....At Last,we end up with a conclusion when we pass by Kelana jaya.....guess wat? FULL HOUSE!!!!! janice quickly U turn....to our destination.....

Yeah yeah!!! finally i came here! I love the design,love the colour,love the mini cooper,love the....everything!! XD
Been here with ah bao b4......but we no chance to taste it....coz tat day was full....No place for us T.T

Today,i gav my 1st to dear janice....kakakakka
You will nvr know how happy i was XD.....all written on my face....kaka.....
really hope to taste it for quite long time jor.....>.<

Just finish my lunch in kimgary....was quite full tat time....so,i only order a drink ( chocolate mint)

This are the food janice order.Set lunch......the price are reasonable lo....

i love the muchroom soup damn damn damn muchi.....>.<

I love their spoon.....vy q~~~~~

Below....are wat i mean the design i love a lot.....hmm...really hope to have it in my future house...^_^

My dream bed.....XD

love the photo frame...

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Then,come to my 1st carl's jr.

finally he bring me there....coz he promise me when chinese new year

Damn big burger....get shock when i saw it =="

Went there coz ah bao like to eat....

expensive n expensive....and i only can finish half of it...@@"

Love the french fries damn muchi.....taste original potato....yumyum

Love the day we have lunch 2gether......

since when? i forgot.......v are nvr have lunch 2gether ady.....

our timetable are very different......from i tired to go college alone.....until i custom to do so...until now....

That week was a material week.....i was very very decided of that....finally,we got a chance to go for class 2gether for 1 week!

unfortunately,it does not last longer.....only for 3 days.....haih.....

ah bao need rush his work at home....

but i really apprecciate the day vy much.....

~很久很久~

2009-03-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

好久好久，没有update 我的blog 了~~~
My 20th birthday ^^
是啦是啦。。。
winnie 和janice 等到颈都长了！一直吹人家update！(*^_^*)
今年的生日真的过得很充实啦！
连生日过了都有礼物收，都有得吹蜡烛。。。kakakakka
谢谢你们咯！！！

首先是华人生日，
==+ 就很传统的吃“ang ang"
一家人吃红鸡蛋+点点红的面线咯.
过后很可怜的dar要给我惊喜。。结果那天我被门禁 >.< 不能出去
hello kitty cake neh~~~~~~
那天吃不到，超emo的！！！!@#$%^&*

三月十六

开始是winnie买的小蛋糕。。。。
抱歉，那天早上忙到脸有点臭。。。
=.="麻烦你这个夜鬼早点退休。。。facebook facebook!!! !@#$%

放学，就让我的小强二人组买了个蛋糕来A&W....
ah ka.....够义气啊！ah zat 很感动！ kakakakka
还有一个halal同胞。。。terence也来捧场。。。
winnie 和 janice 我的鲍鱼姐妹更不用说咯！
你们很有心！

说到有心。。。忘了感谢janice带来的生日礼物-----两条香蕉~~~~~
不要看小，它让我早上没饿到咯 XD
还有一条，给busit人吃掉了！！！!@#$%^&

很巧的，那天我，winnie, janice.....

都穿一样的Nike鞋哦！！！

难得难得~~~~

回家途中，真的很安静。。。
我们的“乱喊小姐” 看来真的很累。
第一张，janice好像吓到的样子。。。。超好笑的。。
她驾车驾到一半我的手突然从后面伸出来帮“乱喊小姐”拍照。。。
geh po 咯她。。。。next time pls concentrate....kakakkaka....

来到晚餐。。。hehehe...当然是跟我的他庆祝咯。
首先就送了一件连身裙来我家，叫我晚上要穿去吃晚餐。。。
到了那里就送我项链。。。。
搞到好像戏剧化酱~~~~~
哈哈哈哈。。。不错哦！喜欢！！！
喜欢你的惊喜，喜欢你的浪漫。。。
谢谢你为我做的。。。(*^_^*)
“ 乱喊小姐”---winnie 送的耳环。。。。模型耶！！！
很喜欢。。。谢谢哦!! 下次就麻烦你买下全系列给我算了。。。kakakaka
又不跟人家说那间店在那里!!!!
!@#$%^&*

面包和akiko送的化妆品。

真的很巧咯。本人的刚刚用完。还好还没买 XD

谢谢你们哦~~~~~

janice 送的card....很可爱！！很可爱！！！

naughty a~~~~~超喜欢的咯~~~~

没有看过那么可爱的card.......谢谢你的蛀牙！！ pif!!!

kakakkaka......还有christeen 的蛋糕。。。

看到吃不到。。。。哈哈哈哈!开玩笑啦！知道你很有心。 ^^

也要谢谢朋友的msg!! 很感动^^ 真的！

最后来到我的最爱！！！ hello kitty~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg!! 真的有吓到我咯。真的还以为有人忘记把她的hello kitty 带回家留在班上。然后我还想偷。

这个很贵耶！！！

还有我今年最想要的生日礼物！！！ HELLO KITTY baloon!!!!

现在还加hello kitty 化妆品collection....omg omg!!!

真的很谢谢你们！！不舍得用neh!!! 想收到发霉都要收。。。XD

>.< 。。。。我带它去吃午餐。。。

他看到我这样真的快晕倒。。。。kakkakakaka

谢谢darren,tengteng 你们的蛋糕

我妈妈开心死了！她吃个不停 >.<

谢谢那天的steamboat聚会！我很喜欢！很温馨！！！

谢谢你们全部全部的礼物哦！！

全部全部的庆祝，全部全部的欢乐。。。

让我今年有全部全部的满足！！！！^^

p/s : 很多很多的生日照片。。。改天再放哦！darren少爷还没给我....!@#$%^&*

三月一日
宝宝的生日~~~~~

ngek ngek我们去了云顶。。。。

没人帮他庆祝。。。几可怜下。

一切都还不错。。。。可是他好像都没什么笑。

有心事。。。。

不过，很喜欢这种感觉。。。能够安安静静的。。。

一起庆祝。。

last minute做的卡片。。。。搞到我整晚没睡。。十二点。。。

secret recipe的蛋糕。。。。

他很感动。。。。我看得出。。。我们的丰富晚餐。。。

=="45minutes吃一餐buffet我还是第一次。。。

吃得很够力快~~~~

因为做工的关系，我都不能早点上去。。。。

老板娘很谅解。。。。很早就放我走了。。。

不过准备到来还是迟~~~~

是有点赶，但是我们都吃得很开心。

真的很怀念那一天。。。

安静的感觉，真好！回的时候，不忘了我们每次的承诺。。。。starbucks一杯 XD....爽！！！

情人节。。。

也过得很安静。。。

不喜欢去多人的地方。。。所以我们选了damansara perdana 那里的cafe....

情人节套餐。。。拍拖过那么多次。。今年还是第一次吃情人节套餐。

感觉果然不同。。。哈哈！心病！

我们送了对方最喜欢的手表。。。。^^

吃了从来没吃过得蜗牛餐@@"

不过还是很喜欢。。。那种气氛。。。。enjoy..!!!

最后来到我最近被某人介绍吃的色色ice cream...

感觉就像喝奶。。。。不停的再喷！！>.<

concept not bad....喀喀喀喀喀喀！！！

没吃过的人真的要试！！

特别是要跟janice 吃！会爽到飞天！

...复杂...

2009-02-25T03:40:00.000-08:00

今天怎么了？不知道。

总觉得一些东西即将消失。

好想念以前的朋友。

小学的，中学的。。。。是怎么了？

一大清早，懒懒的。

想不去学校，结果还是去了。

绵绵的雨，真的很讨厌驾车。

去到了，结果就只有酱。

感觉很想拍门就走人。

心情超复杂。。

看出我心情的人，就只有婷婷。

她问了我那句话，

很抱歉，只能用个微笑作为回答。

仿佛眼泪快忍不住。。。

放学。。。

安静的手机，真的好灰心。。

脸带笑容的我，真的很虚假！

喜欢吃的kimgary六宝咖喱饭，都吃不到它真正的味道。

我很重视一切。。仿佛没人知道。

在library跟婷婷聊了很多，

她。。比我更孤单。

能够理解。

送她回家，很想有股冲动去她家陪她。
可是也没有做到。

一个人逛街，
犹豫了很久，最后还是弯进了1u...
一个人去，这还是第二次。
就乱乱逛，直到自己累为止。
从new wing走到old wing...
在从old wing走到new wing...
没有开玩笑，双脚的确很酸。
去了很多mini模型和卡通店，心情果然好少少。
好想吃冰淇淋！！！
还是没吃到。
累了，就回家睡觉。
以前很爱一个人逛街，觉得是一种享受。
现在不一样。一个人逛街就只有冷静时才会去。

说我想太多，说我固执也罢。
只想人家自然偶尔想起我。
该努力的也做过了。
总觉得自己进不去那个圈子里。
只怪我不够阳光，太过于沉默。

STRESS v.s RELAX

2009-01-13T06:43:00.000-08:00

well,my project for harlina finally printed.

some colour is run ady...

the logo r too dark for me...

haih....

everyone r still doing....

im done....but my mind could't stop stressing...

omg....i dunno wat i stress for...but i sure it is stress...

well,dar said my logo r lousy...but concept is ok....

mayb tis is the problem which stress me lot...

i hope i can run out of it....>.<

im moody moody moody n moody~~~~

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EUPHORIA NIGHT!!!

hmm...yea...finally i went my 2nd time of clubbing.....

thursday...it was ladies nite....

euphoria......it is not tat nice that i expected....

okok only larrr...

bt the sound really @@"

too loud for me....n i need 1 day to comfort my ears....

seriously....no kidding 1...

well.....the nite r sooooo high....

i was crazy gao gao...

really reduce me lot lot of stress.....

me n fren was keep dancing n dancing....until v r sweating....XD

1st time club until sweat....kaka

well......here to show my blue eyes...

yea......finally....i try to wear it.....

my eyes look more nicer for me....(syok sendiri 1)

i love it.....

but really not nice to wear...>.<

me in the car

dear janice,me n yng yng ^^

janice n me....(==+ she act sot again)

feel scary???

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well,i think i should throw all tis project at side....

coz of my overseas dream....i really keep try my best,work harder n harder....

it quite suffer me sometimes......

i need to rest my mind n stop doing or think all tis.....

im still moody....

mayb sleep r better for me now....

well....good nite....

^_^ my sweet sweet christmas

2009-01-06T06:44:00.000-08:00

well,finally i end up my christmas in 2008 with lot lot happiness ^^
1st,here are some photo took by me n janice b4 our christmas in pyramid ^^
vy nice christmas tree there ^^
hmm,long time nvr take pic wif her ady....
quite a memorable day for me too...
she fetch me to KL,then v went papa rich to hav our lunch,after tat v crazy with our photo taking XD....it was pretty good feeling for me..:P

down here r some photography by me in other day.(with my nikon bebe)

Then,come to my present!!! yay!!
tis year i got present from my Da Vinci tauke soh XD
she is soooooooooo goooood.....
cant believe she had prepare christmas present for me too...n wat she gave r sooo nice >.<

the bear bear by my dardar
cookies by my tauke
1box candy from japan by tauke
cardbook from japan by tauke
sketch book by tauke

i think she juz back from japan mayb....the present r super nice >.<....especially the cardbook..
she choose to buy for me coz im design student...she gave me something more artistic...really love her so muchhi!!! XD

here to show u all how nice the cardbook from japan~~~ :D
hmm....well,i prepared some present for my ahbao also....XD
handmade christmas card by me o...^^
im doing tissue painting....tis is wat i learn from Da Vinci while training...kekeke...
i love the texture of tissue painting.. ngek ngek....im drawing our christmas in 2008....
holding my present for him.....our new bebe ^^

tis is wat i brought for ah bao....^^

love tis cartoon damn muchi...

coz size like my ah bao XD

with a necklace for him...

v r so ngam really.....

giv the same present-----soft toy...XD

well....v got 2 new born bebe....

1call banana zai 1 call bearbear lui....==+ vy stupid name....i know...:p

then.....v went to genting b4 christmas oso...^^

wif my family.....vy nice trip for me....coz got daddy,mummy+ahbao ^^

hmm, v watched DREAMZ in genting ^^

white tiger n white lion ^^

hehe,my dear ah bao was being catched to go up the stage n help them perform the show...

coz they say they need a "strong man"!

wakakakaka.....

proud of my dear strong man really....:X
well...it was funny really....ah bao r soooo shy~~~~

unfortunately,my hand r keep shaking when i took all tis pic :(

tis is my favourite part in the show....

can u believe got 5 motor running n turning in such a small round thing?

yea....is true!!THEY CAN DO IT!!!

taadahh!!!! white lion XD

ntg special la....juz like being dye hair into white colour...XD

wondering...my hair izzit tat smelly? :( bad ah bao!!

well,v have our supper after the show....

after ate the noodles..

v continue our 2nd round in starbucks+mc donald nugget...XD

I love starbucks in genting.....only genting....coz they match with the weather^^

第六天-----瑞士之旅(switzerland)

2009-01-01T06:15:00.000-08:00

here was the last dinner we have in italy before we move to Switzerland..A very nice design of italianese restaurant.i love it lot.very special ,very highclass....quite satisfied with this tour company...kakakaka
By the way,i was scold by waiter...@@" coz taking pic inside...oppz...wat a rules...
They r soooooo selfish man!!!

well,down here are wat i ate for dinner.eat the pasta b4 the main meal...gost!! is tooo much! wondering how they eat it....i saw by my eyes,how a thin young girl finish the whole pizza...omg....well,their pasta are different.quite nice ^^

here r where v walk around in the nite....is outside the shoppingmall actually...T.T juz 9.30pm,n there is all quiet.....pity~~~

down here,r all switzerland trip...^^i love the place,i nvr c such clean country b4...everything r sooo natural~~~

slowly....v move tooooooo SNOW MOUNTAIN!!!! YEAH~~~

all here r capture in the bas....on the way to the mountain ^^

here v reach finally ^^

i was really crazy when i saw all white white snow!! XD

now u all can c how malaysian crazy when they c SNOW~~~~ XD

ngek ngek....really tired after war.....quite enjoy when lay on the snow....

it's all wet....but really a kind of enjoy tat could't describe!! COZ~~ I LOVE SNOW!!

is quite dangerous when i take tis pic here....everything wif no cover...n i quite worry the snow drop....n i follow to drop too...XD

But really nice view....like...hmm...."SEE THE WORLD"!!! ahahaha....i mean is like a map when v look down..

here r where v stay for last day^^

a very very futuristic of feeling to tis hotel.....nvr see b4....XD

everything are designed ,with eco system and also everything juz made by cheap material to bcome all funtionable....XD geng!!!

tat all,for my trip to italy.....is 8days trip actually.but v wasted quite lot of time in airport....hmm...by the way,vy vy vy memorable for me...I LOVE ITALIA.....XD muckk....

意大利之旅（第五天--米兰milan)

2008-12-29T16:51:00.000-08:00

After breakfast, start Milan orientation tour including the gothic Duomo, the 19th Century Galleria and “La Scala” Opera house.Culturally, fashionably and socially Milan is undoubtedly one of Europe's most charming and one of Italy’s most vibrant cities.Then,we continue our shopping time in the fashion street. love shopping there lot...nice cloth,nice bag,nice shoes!! going crazy...XD ..well...time are limited.we juz brought a gucci bag as well(bro buy for mummy).How happy she...sob..hehehehhe,but we can share as well..ushh!! ^^ Afternoon transfer to Lake Como for sightseeing tour.vy nice lake,quite many of punk teenagers there@@" ,and couple kissing of coz...>.<

gost!!!! tis is wat call gothic duomo ^^...is a church actually...well...the time i went they still having half renovation.some of the part ady cover T.T...but it really fully Satisfied my eyes XD....wat an amazing building >.<>.<

tis is act by real human o...^^ really damn fake....kakaka...the whole place really fully taste of art...^^

tis is wat called 19th Century Galleria...hmm,is a shopping centre actually ^^...vy nice too ^^

tis is wat i mean they r having some part of renovation T,T...they cover wif big big poster T

behind us r Leonardo davinci sculpture ^^...he really a god of art for me...admired him damn much...muckkk XD

tis is where v having our lunch in chinese restaurant ^^....wat a brave design....i love it...

haih...dunno malaysia when only can c tis kind of design....v muz learn ppl how to b brave....it can bring special compare to others.I LOVE MILANO !!

all tis r castle built by my god leonardo davinci XD....he really smart enough...XD

All tis r wat i mean "lake como" ^^...nice like a landscape....^^

意大利之旅（第四天--威尼斯venice)

2008-11-08T05:53:00.001-08:00

i love tis place the most!! their lanscape really shock me neh!!
the sea,the building,the sky,the colour....omg..
badly our tour juz went there for half day....sob...
my target is "island" !!
however,i nvr reach tat part...coz too far from the main city..
i hope nxt time i will hav a chance to "island"..
super colourful houses wif reflected on the surface of river.....T.T...
keke...but everything here i went is super nice too....
as u all can c through the pic.....^^

那些鸟鸟们很够砸到！站我肩膀就够了。。还要爬到我的头！！赶它走还不走。。你们根本无法想象有几恐怖。。!@#$%!#$

love their mask soooooo muchii.....but really too expensive for me...

all count in euro....>.<>

lolz....their burgger really scared me...@@" bigger than my hand!! and cheap nehhh...

下面是我们的午餐。。。墨鱼汁意大利面。。。吃了整嘴和牙齿都变黑黑的。。好恶~~

它们的pasta特色...里面有包肉的nehh....还不错。。。加上cheese powder....omg~~~喜欢!!!

below is a place call verona.where the story of Romeo and Juliet began.now i know there are also 2nd Colosseum in italy,place in verona.It still be using now for some of the event or concert.Both of them looks same lo.....kekeke

here is juliet's house...The balcony where their love began...sweet nehhh....>.<

还我自由

2008-11-07T01:24:00.002-08:00

突然，感觉很想让自己断气。

没错，我的确很moody...

戏里常常说，幸福很简单，实现却有点难。

这句话很真实。。。

单纯的谈恋爱，怎么我没有选择的自由？

幸福的感觉怎么不让我自己的选择来感受？

何时？我才有自己的权利？

究竟为什么不可以？

为了面子？他，到底什么不好？

他都已经很努力改善了，这样不够吗？

你们知道我的痛苦，那为何还不停止而让我自由？

我的选择，请你们相信我。

请不要把您女儿抬得那么高，

我希望的是一切简单就好。。。

只有简单，才会让我快乐。

我真的很害怕烦恼！

我要自由~

没错，我真的很辛苦。

觉得自己很傻，

跟他说，我不在意他对我家人好过我。

因为我只想在一起。。。

不在意把他对我所有的笑容全都给我家人。。

真的只想得到他们的认可。

他少笑不代表他lanci...也不代表他没礼貌。。。

为什么总是挖他痛角？

大家宽容一点，快乐一点，那么困难吗?

他真的差到你们觉得丢脸，不想带出去吗？为什么！

拜托~ 我只是普通人。。。

给我一些普通人拥有的自由。。。

我真的很难受。。。

大收获。。ngek ngek

2008-10-30T19:38:00.000-07:00

这个星期超爽的，收到自己超爱的东西。。。ngek ngek...
真的很谢谢那两个W...呵呵。
一个是我的dar...一个是william....
超感动的lo。。。T.T
dar一直很想买鞋给我，
他知道我很喜欢nose...
听很多人说，情侣不能送鞋。。。不然就bye bye...
昨晚，看着8tv的转交遇到爱。
他跟我说看到大S的男朋友送她戒指，
他突然一股冲动，想买礼物让我开心。。。
就选了我最近很想要的鞋。。。
说什么去desa park city买东西，
原来是要我出来收礼物。。
他知道我不喜欢他送鞋子，
就在鞋上做了一个锁。。结果，锁匙他拿了。。
不错，有意思。。。喜欢。。。
他的锁好好笑。。。好像幼儿园绘画。。。XD

接下来，是william的模型。。。
好真！！我的最爱！！！
结果他是因为走街时看到那个“鲍鱼饭”想起我。。
果然还记得我在班的花名。。。
!@#%^&*&^%$
真是的！！哈哈！
不过，他算真的很有心了。。
还蛮surprise的。。。
谢哦bro...kakaka...
超可爱的。。。有时间我会把它们和其他的模型像成美美的。。

意大利之旅（第三天---PISA / FLORENCE）

2008-10-30T09:32:00.000-07:00

比萨的宗教中心有三处名胜古迹，外观建筑材料乃是来自卡拉拉采石场的纯白大理石所砌成. 宏伟壮观，令人叹为观止。当天早上天气不太好，有点毛毛雨。所以拍摄的效果也有点差。

那里，都很流行这种姿势。呵呵！姿势有两种。一就推倒，要不然就推直。而我这种就是好人。注意看哦，整体来说，整座楼到第三楼都是斜的，第四楼开始他们后来再把它打直建。所以整座楼才不会倒。

下面是我最想到达的地方！因为可以请眼见正david的bird bird...XD.。。Piazzale Michelangelo..他真的了不起。。石膏像都超真的。detail到~~~~

Piazza Signoria，那里很复古，跑的都是马车和轿车。里面有很多shopping的店，还有很美很美的教堂。。数千年了哦！

这是“金门”。上面都耶稣的像，还有天使。因为太美了，所以Michelangelo就把它像成金。

接下来是意大利最常见的街头涂鸦。我真的好喜欢。很有艺术感觉。怎么malaysia都没有~~~~

这个是高山上的风景！超美！！看到整个城市。。俩母女都疯了！

他们那里的咖啡厅。。很有感觉。好悠闲。

好像日本的子弹火车。原来意大利也有耶！malaysia最先进的就是Monolior...=.="'

意大利之旅（第二天---罗马）

2008-10-26T00:36:00.000-07:00

意大利照片在后头，先说今天的吧！

好久没有拍照了。。自从意大利回来过后。。

有一个月左右了吧？大概就是酱~~~~

今天呢~~天气超热！好焖哦！冷气开了好久好久！

回来，突然跟dar说了我好想喝冰冰的水。

结果，傻傻的他真的在他家冰箱里找了可乐。

放进瓶子里，搞什么神秘的要我出来。

结果就驾着他的motor拿来我家给我。

超感动。。。还蛮surprise...

老实说，他对我真的有够好的。

一直都在为我体贴。

不晓得我们真的能不能一直走下去这漫长的人生。

我很珍惜所有的一切。。。相信他也一样。。

拍拍下，可乐倒翻，弄到整床！真是jilaka!!!

还好有剩一点点给我有得喝的机会 XD 不然我回哭死~~~

这就是大家所说的许愿池(Trevi fountain)...那里真的人山人海。。想拍张美一点的照片都难。

他们说秋天这个季节是最美的气候，很多人都会这个时候去那里旅行。

许愿池的许愿方法也比一般来的不同。

许第一个，是你将会回到这个漂亮的一方（罗马）

第二个，是你希望可以跟另一半再回来这里。

第三个，是请求和另一半分手的愿望。

结果我爸没问清楚就一口气三个一起许。O.o

这里呢，是许愿池旁边的小巷。很复古。超有feel的！XD

这个，也是许愿池旁边的篱笆。全都被全都被各国各地的情侣们的爱情，扣得紧紧的。超浪漫！祝福他们咯～～～～

下面的呢，是spanish step。。西班牙广场。

看的都是教堂和罗马的景色。

他们说，在我爸妈后面的那棵树很像两个人在kiss kiss....还蛮像的耶！不错哦！浪漫~~~~

下面这个地方，我忘记叫什么了。。

总之，是在山上的，需要坐缆车上。

那里有一个很旧的village...

这间教堂真的美到~~不懂怎么形容...super detail 的建筑！建了1000年了！吓死人！！！左看右看，都不相信咧！

意大利之旅（第一天---罗马）

2008-10-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

哈哈哈哈。。

不好意思啦！你们期待已久的意大利照片现在才post~~~

carina~~~刚看到你在friendster的留言，paiseh哦！让你久等了~~~

哈哈。。。不要劲长嘛~~~
我就不说那么多啦。。省回口水让照片帮我说咯！

这是罗马机场，觉得它的tower很特别。喜欢~~~~

上面几张都是广场那里，以及教堂~~~~他们的建筑，你真正看到会下到哦~detail到~~~~惊人！

上面几张都在抖兽场那里~~~很有历史性。不过都是看不懂的建筑。呵呵！！

其它的我明天再post~~太多照片整理了。。。要有耐心哦！呵呵！

倒霉的一天

2008-09-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

今天，无法形容的倒霉！！
很后悔我的一切失误。
就像dar每次所说的，我得有一次教训才行。
这次教训，对我来讲，重了一点。
他送我的钱包，不见了。
失去了，才发现我有多么的在乎。
平时丢来丢去，都没担心过什么。
这次的它，终于不见了~~~~
里面的ic,驾驶护照，百多块的零用钱atm card,member card，我和他的情人节套餐receipt,第一次的tony romas,还有最重要的“一周年大头贴”。我们最喜欢的那两张，都。。。没。。。了。。
也不清楚不见是几时的事。
妈妈，不给钱。
损失自己得付。
真是衰！！！！
^%$##@*&!

@浪漫的婚禮@

2008-09-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

星期天，去了馬六甲表哥的婚禮。
很完美，很浪漫。。
酒店很新，聽説開張不久而已。
而且，旁邊是海耶~~~
喜歡~~~^^
7點左右才到哪裏，還好趕到那裏拍日落^^
很開心，想拍日落超久了耶~~~
雖然不是拍到很pro~但算在第一次，我還蠻滿意的。

拍了好久的日落，
旁邊是我堂妹的陪伴。
我們姐妹花，好久沒有在一起了。
一切都變了好多，自從我上了學院開始。
大家各有各的生活，各有各的忙碌。
真的好難得聊在一起。
説到以後，上學院的事，她安靜了。
看來，她真的很懊惱。
都怪那個不寄托自己孩子的男人。。
她，真的好沒自信。。
哎~~~

說囘婚禮，
好多好多的玫瑰~~~我的最愛~~~~hehe!
天花板挂的玫瑰花毬，桌上的玫瑰花瓣，蠟燭，玫瑰花圈的進口，好多。。
快昏掉了~~~羡慕死了！
ballroom佈置得還不賴，好浪漫nehhh
真的是好完美~~~

新娘和新郎進來時，
父母們都拿擇燈籠，順便迎接中秋節。。
真的很札到。。哈哈！
本人比較喜歡一群小女孩拿擇花籃丟花的感覺咯！
才got feel~~~~ngek ngek

那天，剛好是新娘爸爸的生日。好巧哦~
準備了生日蛋糕。
感動的真心表達。。
偉大的爸爸，終于流淚了~
場面超感動的咯。
這個ne...是司儀所謂的olympic game~~~
他說的時候，我還以爲是成人運動。
ah ceh,原來是一分鐘接吻。。
算到最後十五秒，才想到要拍下來。。
馬上從位子沖到台前。。有夠paiseh~
爲了這張照片，只好拼！XD
角度不是很美，都怪那些他們請來的專業攝影師。。霸了我的leng位！
@#$!%^&!*#
過後ne,是乾杯。。。
結果，我又做camera girl..
@#$%&*@!
他們拿杯，我拿相機。。。哎~~
喊都沒得喊。。。軟掉~hahaha

很久沒有拍portrait了。
第一次的效果不太好，colour balance不好，也不自然。。
這次，抓了堂妹來拍一張。。
比較追求自然了。
希望有改進一些。
呵呵。。

我————飛機王

2008-09-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

我，又放飛機了。。。
為什麽每次都那樣！
明明答應了卻去不了~
無數的意外，總是那麽多。。。
原因。。講得自己也覺得累了。。
sien掉~~~
janice---她又被我放飛機了。
第幾次？多得自己也想不起....
看到她真的很有誠意地邀請我們。。
真的很想陪她去那裏的中秋晚會。。
只可惜，我真的無能爲力。。。
囘到傢問媽媽有沒有煮飯而已，
這樣都有錯嗎？
她說上次跌倒弄到胸口越來越痛，
罵我沒有關心過她。。
老爸下來把我大罵一場。。
沒有聲出，真的很無言。。。
我做錯了什麽？
爲什麽大人都愛那樣？
解釋就是他們眼中的頂嘴?
不明白。。。
真的覺得有點不平衡。。。
爲什麽做最多的被罵最多？
爲什麽哥哥只做那一些但他們卻很珍惜？
無言。。。我沒有選擇。。
晚餐沒吃。。
乖乖地放朋友飛機坐在客廳幫她接customers的訂單。
讀這攝影的書。。

只想說，本來還以爲今晚終于可以去中秋晚會攝影了。。
卻。。。一片空。。
真的好想好想去拍照。。
想學拍--藍藍的天又自然的白雲。。。
很想拍夜景。。。
不知道幾時才有機會。。。
找不到伴。。
如果學攝影的朋友都住在附近，那有多好~~~
什麽不懂。。。只懂現在的我，超餓~~~~~~

我的假日^^ vs 我與他的一周年

2008-08-31T21:01:00.001-07:00

好久沒有post東西了。。沒有因爲。。
就是懶啊~怎樣？！ XD
很多很多想說的、。。
這假期過得很充實。。可沒做廢人喲~
首先，我去打工了。Lalalalala~
說真，覺得打工蠻爽下的。。
可以看到很多不同的東西，認識很多不同的人。。喜歡~
是朋友介紹的工---kimgary member card promoter girl
必須化妝和穿全身白。。最難頂是高跟鞋！
讓我腳腫了好幾天~~~shit!
看我化濃妝的毛樣！接下來是，我的SEA culture & society竟然不夠分！！！
真是·@#$!%^&*
能怎樣？！只好補考咯！兩百~~~
全都是抄答案的~
不要跟我說抄的也“肥佬”。。。我會暈！！

對哦~~某人買了紀念品給我哦~~還是兩個哦！！
至於是誰？某人要求保密！
總之，謝謝某人啦！算你有心~~~我很喜歡！ ^^ 呵呵~

那天跟winnie 去shopping….
沒有人參與！可憐到~~~~
還算滿足啦！很多sales!!
還有買了我跟她的情侶手錶。。呵呵! 高曖昧~
真的超喜歡這個款~好yeng~!!!剩兩個~~~我們買了~~~lalalalala

跟dar去了genting~以前跟現在去的感覺不同了。。

有點悶。。。因爲他們都不停地在睡！臭kaka....

搞到我也變愛睡。。。@#$!%^&*#

臭肥豬竟然在我睡覺的時候做的好事！偷拍！！@#$%!^&*

第二天就去themepark玩。。。

rm38只玩了兩樣就下雨了！

唉~真不dai~~~

他。。。又一副睡不醒的樣子。。。=.="真是的~

接下來，就說說那天跟他一周年的慶祝。

也是過得很充實。。感覺還不錯！

如果天天都那麽開心地度過有多好~~~呵呵！

首先是我做的壽司午餐。。^^

壽司裏藏了我送他的情侶戒。。

看到他咬到鋼鐵的感覺。。。很興奮！hohoho~~~

接著是扮美美。。。

弄了一個小小的髮型+化妝+新衣。。。

準備去吃晚餐。。。

去了一個西餐廳。。。喜歡~好吃~ ^^

過後就到1u走走。。。

拍大頭貼。。。他的第一次~

很貴。。。但是很開心

照片也很滿意^^

去看了電影。。zohan...

很好看，好好笑！

看煙花前，他送了我想要吃很久的cupcake...

設計的theme是"forever love"...

浪漫~~~好喜歡~~~

終于吃到了^^

就醬咯。。。我們的一周年過了。。。

還有很漫長的路要渡過。

但是，這是最難忘的第一周年。。。^^

雙魚座的錯

2008-08-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

我們又吵架了。。。

唉，爲了一周年的慶祝而吵。。

忍不着了

只好說了出來。。結果，就這樣啦~

介紹工給他，他說"im lazy"

結果我不開心了。。

他說女人都一樣，很愛亂想。。。

真的是這樣嗎？我又亂想了嗎？

他問我，需要那麽多錢慶祝嗎？

難道要rm300-rm400嗎？

只想說，如果工作了我有這筆錢，

我願意把全部換來我們最好，最浪漫的一周年！

記得某人告訴我，一周年是永遠的第一個，永遠最記得，最有意思的那一刻。

所以我很在乎！我想跟他度過所有最好的！

算吧，都怪我想太多吧！

說到這裡，wahwah介紹了一份很高薪水的工給我。

真的很感激她。。。我的心，舒服多了。

最感謝的，還是多虧有lisher。。。

雖然有點遠，不過也是一個很好的開始！加油！

説到要穿整身白。。呵呵！我，果然白衣天使!! wuahahahahah

還要穿高跟鞋！！暈~~ 希望不要讓我站太久~

加油吧！

下面是我學院junior的作品。。。

很嚇人，第一學期就那麽厲害了~~

連macy都說他們很有潛能！

我們做學長的超丟臉！

你們神啊~~~呵呵！加油吧junior們！

友誼賽結束^^

2008-08-13T19:56:00.000-07:00

很開心。。
我們三個人為guinness anchor berhad設計的戰爭，終于結束了。。。
很謝謝macy昨天跟我說的孫子兵法的故事，讓我戰爭到最后一分鐘。
真的很謝謝她的嚴格，才知道自己的presentation board有多麽地不壯觀。
連媽媽一看，都會看得出那個是老師的作品。
macy果然很有料，photoshop的速度我們都看傻眼。god~~~
這次的花費好大，錢給到手都軟。。
不過，今天所有的一切都是值得的！^^
學習了很多。。學習怎麽成爲一名專業的設計師。
跟那麽多的大人物還有老外present，剛開始真的讓我好緊張.
還好，過後一切都很順利^^
那裏的人很好，全都很friendly..
作品暫時被他們收了，
三個人的設計，他們看來都十分喜歡。。
好讓我們都沒有失望
希望下個星期收到他們的好消息。。
最好三個都選。。
醬就能跟carina和terence合作，設計出有名的酒吧^^hehe

今天的午餐，很滿足，很有意思。
是macy請客的kimgary ^^
在那裏聊了好幾個小時。。
大家的感情都拉緊了不少。。
都聊了她以前讀書時期的故事。。。很多很多。。
跟教授吃那麽久的午餐，還是第一次。
沒有距離感，很有感覺^^
只想說，我真的很喜歡她！ ^^

高興是高興，真的要感謝在我身后支持的人。
我媽媽每晚的燉湯還有人生茶，她每晚的陪伴，給我的所有鼓勵，很感動。。真的。
家人，寶貝的幫忙（都在做我的司機）呵呵，朋友的鼓勵和體諒，真的很謝謝你們。

“矛盾”

2008-08-10T13:17:00.000-07:00

真的很矛盾，
這個機會本來就是我很拼想得到的，
但我一點也不享受，
其實得到了，卻很想逃避。
機會是很好，但我很壓力。
英文我本來就說得不好，
還要面對社會裏的大人物present...
什麽董事長，什麽工作人員，什麽經理，什麽外國來得老外。。。
再也不是班上熟悉的教授和同學。
看到他們在打機，去clubbing這個那個。。。
我都好想要。。。
很想跟他們一起high一晚，
可是卻阻止了自己，還不是時候。。
去他的工廠找了perspec...
都沒有適合我的，
星期天，根本就沒有人開店。。。
call爆win's的電話，也沒人接。。
真的好衰！
他，那天割到手指了，很大的傷口。。
很想有人可以幫幫我。。。他卻一副幫不了的樣子。
叫我怎麽開口。
他說有自己的功課趕不完，但卻有時間打機。。
真的很羡慕我朋友，他們男朋友都會抽時間幫他們一點。。
這個機會，就像他說的語氣那樣，好像什麽都不是。。
模型後天就要交了，結果什麽都還沒做。
明天的也還沒做。。。
有時真的累到好想放棄。。我讀錯科係了嗎？
就算TL罵我那樣，看不起容易放棄的人也好。。瞧不起我不堅強也罷！
我真的很煩！好想哭！

我們一起加油吧！

2008-08-01T03:17:00.000-07:00

深夜了，大家都還在忙。。
看來寶貝也睡了吧。。。
本來很眼睡的我，跟carina聊了很多。。。
我們說到---朋友
朋友，讓我痠痠的。。。
突然moody起來。
最近都好像減少了很多。。。
不是說數量少了，而是說溝通和關懷少了。。
多久，沒有朋友的問候。。。
多久，沒有朋友的訴苦。。
最後一次是什麽時候，我都不記得了。。
往往都是最後一個才被人提起。。。
可能我太少陪他們了吧。。
其實，我並不是所謂的飛機王。
我是怎麽了。。。
以前說我們有幾堅固，
所謂的感情不變。。。
我再也沒有自信
怎麽說到這裡咽喉就開始痠痠的。。
明明剛才才安慰人，
現在自己卻搞不定。
幾乎這幾天聽到某人說有刺的話，
領悟了原來她對不喜歡的人都會說那樣的話。
她真的那麽討厭我嗎。。
其實真的很難受。
我都在忍。。並不是想象中的容易。
就儅以前傷過她，用來彌補好了。。
我能做的就只是能醬。。
好想改掉自己的缺點，
讓自己人緣好一些。。
真的很不喜歡被忽略。。。
很難得跟carina聊了很多心事。。
喜歡根朋友分享心情。。
真的很謝謝你。。
你說過你要加油的。。我們一起加油吧！

is time to mature

2008-07-18T18:55:00.000-07:00

monday....really something make me damn depress...

hate to cry really.....especially infrond of ppl....

but,really something hurting me...

until now im still wondering...

wats make him so angry bout me...

any misunderstanding between?
i think so...aih...

wat he said....really too shock for me..n bring my heart deep deep hurt....

he...dun understand wat i hav done...

i super disappointed really...

the effort i paid....he dunno...

n he giv me the reason of " my attitude"

really hope 2 know why? wats wrong wif my attitude...

but....his words really make me work harder...

i noneed his help anymore....noneed ask for his opinion anymore...

for me....tats enough.....ady over....

tat day,janice n vunting accompany me to talk wif him...

damn thx janice....she bring me feel damn warm...when i cry...

from here.....i realize how important to hav frens...really thx her...

i come back from college...and keep emo...

i cry damn hard on dar's shoulder...that's the time for me to run out all my tears n vented all my sadness...
after finish....i stand up n move further.....i promise myself! i wan to show him!

i work under the rain to do my experiment for my design....my tripod get wet...n of coz me too..

finally.....i get all tis! used my half day time to done tis experiment.....

is damn hard to capture the structure of the water i wan....

tuesday....macy said good.she say tis is my strong point to fight others coz i got many nice pic for this design....i happy wif wat she said....but,she say i hav to move faster....tis bring me bit of worry...i straight away go to library find lot lot books to refer...

terence....he help me n giv me some idea....super useful for me...

when back home...i start to develope more on wat he said...

thursday----presentation

secrifice my sleeping time on rushing all the presentation work..

im damn stressful tat time....

my turn to present.....

conclution....macy love it damn much...

she say i hav a vy nice design....much more better than the previous idea....

i happy.....really happy...

even my furniture layout not tat good...

she say she trust me.....she said i can do it 1....

i dunno why....

my heart suddenly soothed....its really cure my sadness...

After tat,accompany dar went police station again...

hmm....he being cheated by on9 fren....

cost him n his fren rm700...

quite a big ammount....

v went maybank....police station....suruhanjaya in shah alam....maxis center...

all of them....kanasai...

no 1 dare 2 giv information for us...

dar really sad n disappointed...

wat he done....juz hope 2 earn more n bring me happiness...

he told me...he juz wan earn more money to buy me something,treat me eat,bring me a vy sweet n nice 1st year aniversary....im touched....

haih....he damn pity...

n i....forgive him...

nvr scold.....n juz hold his hand n borrow him my shoulder...

saw his tears on his eyes...

i told him,wat v can do...juz make it past.....v ady try our best to find out tat guy....

haih.....really a bad week for us....

tis few days.....i really realize fren r so important...

akiko lose her love....she lost the way....n vy hard 2 control herself....

she keep doing all the stupid things...

at 1st....i keep scold her....

dar told me his story last time....

n finally....i know i wrong ady...

now is the time to giv her some care....to cure her heart....

at 1st i dun understand y she do all stupid things

coz i really dun understand hows the feeling of losing....

n now...dar teached me lot...n i know i need to caring her more...

u need time my dear sis....

hope u can get rid of it soon...

here is darren's birthday pic...love all tis pic....2F member....muckk

* in stresssss*

2008-07-02T10:13:00.000-07:00

juz back from grandpa funeral....
super tired...
lot assignment r waiting me....
damn many week nvr pass up my visual ady....haih...
SEA mid term test hav 2 re-sit...
autocad class n project hav to replace and rush for...
i.....really feel like wanna pengsan soon....
all the assignment n project keep remind me on my mind....
nonstop....
plz.....
stop it!!

the final project i worry the most--GAB bar design
wat i hope is hav something come wif different and special...
but...i dunno...
she love my idea.....so wat?
for me....i still the same wif others...
plz....
"special" come towards me!
baobei said.....i always expect things damn high....
this will make me suffering....
someone said....i kiasu...
yea....after think while....
yes ....i am...
really...dun ask me why....i oso dunno why
more n more longer i study...
i getting more n more kiasu...
juz feel tis can push me n make me work harder from comparing...
wat i hope is....get good result ...n continue my dream
tat's it...

unfortunately.....my laptop spoil....
tis make me damn stress about..
my home hav 2 useless laptop..
but both them cannot work on autocad2008
im stress enough....how can me do my project?!
izzit possible for me 2 pass up on time?
i dunno...really dunno...
plz....i ady damn regret on my project1 marks...
10marks is too less for me..
the lowest? i think so...

when can i stop thinking all this?!
i miss my relaxing n taking photograph life a lot..

luckly,
i got him...
he always wif me when i meet problem...
last nite....he gave me surprise when im back
--a necklace...
not diamond not expensive 1...
but....the most warm in heart 1...^^
1st....he dye his hair n hav little new hairstyle...
nice....lov it..
then....he took a cap n put on my head...
n told me behind damn funny....he wanna capture n let me c...
after tat a necklace come suddenly from behind n around my neck...
sweet....^^
thx my baobei panda...

goodbye my lovely grandpa

2008-06-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

finally....he get rid of the illness...

the suffering....

r all leave him far far away...

thx god...

to accept my grandfather...

let him peace....
even he is suffering b4 that...

but,

when he died...

if was a warm smiling face...

nice 2 heard tat...

so sorry...grandpa..
coz i cant reach there on time 2 c u...

wait for me.....sunday...

pay my last respect...

haih....mum n bro went back penang ady...

house bcome so quiet.....

feel so lonely....

cook dinner myself

take dinner myself...

watch tv myself...

all alone...

all sucks...

n of coz wat i cooked...

super duper hard mihun...

nvr cook tis b4....my 1st try...

haha....should ask mum teach me her dish ady...

tis written by dar on my hand....really sweet n touching....^^

=moody day=

2008-06-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

today...really dunno wat happen...
juz...everything make me cannot get rid of it...
wat a moody day....

after the morning class....
our whole class hav lunch 2gether in friendster cafe..
dar n kaka come along too...
this is the 2nd time i went there...
1st,its my favourite place 2 hav a quiet lunch...
quiet environment...
wif magazine...
wif suitable cooling air in a hot day...
comfortable~
hmm....i order back wat i order last few week...
set lunch-nasi lemak with drum stick cost rm12++
it is damn nice i ate last few week ago...
today's?
oh god....really sucks...dun even can clean up the whole plate!
1st time i ate nasi lemak with sweet taste,not spicy....
i told my dar n fren,roadside nasi lemak r much more tasty!
haih...bit disappointed..
next time should try the pasta! herkk

after lunch...
go to class n prepare the presentation...
hmm....poor william replace me...i wear fully formal...but noneed present @@"

b4 start.....they all taking pic around wif the space model...
haih....dun even hav a place for me, winnie and carina....
v r really the pity enough....sit there n juz watching they happy n playing around..
coz of wat?
tat idiot--vyren!
damn hate wat he said---"for all who got do model 2gether only come for photo taking"
then call out all the name printed on the model...
i really dun understand y he wan to so kira....
name no printed there means wat? v nvr do?! ASK URSELF B4 U SAID IT OUT! plz~
for others,doing research,drawing map,doing power point 1...how? they not important?!
means wat?! doing power point 1 take pic alone wif the computer?! drawing map 1 then stick the face on map n take pic alone izzit?!
really no brain! idiot!
u tot u monitor so wat? can scold ppl as u like?! dun giv ppl money on their claim as u like?!
U R NOT TREASURER!
plz...
JUST WORK ON UR MONITOR'S JOB ENOUGH!
really dun understand y he keep aiming me n winnie!
wat v did! juz tell us the reason! plz...
enough for tat~~~thx

@my first model shooting@

2008-06-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

hmm, 10days nvr post my blog ady.juz finished edit janice's pic.

is my 1st model shooting....actually need 2 thx her la...

she trying hard 2 pose wat i wan...even it is hard like wood...XD

the result is ok la....coz tis is my 1st try...

everything r still fresh....

i hav no good basic skill....

no good camera...

no flash....

to do out those pic like this...

mostly,i use alot of photoshop 2 do out the effect.

because it is outdoor shooting...so,i edit with strongly contrast colour...

the result seems not vy good...

the model said it is too green.....look like ghost...

haih....1st time,she need 2 ask original pic from me n she edit herself somemore...

juz....bit disappointed....

1st,i tot contrast can bring out style n feeling.

here comes out wif negative opinion.

2nd,she say her head damn whack

izzit my skill problem? or her proportion problem?

i dunno....

now i really understand y most of the photographer find pretty girl with pretty body shape 2 b their model....

jz..hope 2 shoot out all the female's beauty....that's it

mayb tis time still the 1st time....haih...suan bah...next time i will pratice my skill better a bit 1st only ask for model shooting....kambateh bah...

my weekly diary

2008-06-14T23:30:00.000-07:00

here is my pic took last week in my dar's factory.....juz finish edit.hav a look ya

hmm....whole week din post new blog ady.quite busy with my assignment tis week.finally done my autocad ady.damn rush yesterday,but da outcome isnt as good as wad i ve expected which compared wit my frens.their work was vy vy detail.thiong lay!!! i wan refine!! >.<>

tis wednesday,i cried in class....swt.really my 1st time to cry infront so many ppl.my lengzai lecturer oso get shock n stare at me...really super duper paiseh! play wif my classmate.he get mad n pinch my arm.It was super painful! until turn into purple colour.little dot of blood was shown on skin.NO NEXT TIME! herkk....i will going mad! keke...except me.....tangtang oso 1 of the victim...keke.c how they fight in class below.

this thursday,v had a field trip in TEKNION........omg~ really my 1st dream office. is a vy unique and high tech office.love their train(canteen),love thieir AV room,lobby,picture on the wall,their door,their toilet,lighting,n also the sculpture infront of the main door...lot n lot.....really hope 2 stay there work...keke...the thing make me damn regret was do not bring my baobei DSLR there...haih....my hp camera was lousy n could not took down all the nice view.....sob sob sob~ this is the only chance i hav laaaa......v hav our nice trip there.....nice free buffet there.....nice introduction from few of the staff.....thx!!Teknion!!! i love the place!!! muckk!!!

Today's class really boring!damn it....dunno wat for the one wan us to study this subject.super duper boring subject+boring lecturer! almost half of the class nvr come.bored! so,me n winnie start drawing stupid thing in class..damn q...the left is the old old winnie with heavy eye bag......n the right is qq wendy...wuahahahha. share here la....keke

hmm....today talk lot in class....until the lecturer ask us to stop talking.a fren told me her family background....haih....damn pity of she....poor girl.her parents was divorce since she small.she dunno where her mum n dunno anything about her mum.n of coz her poor father,stay alone in hometown.really a good father,choose to stay alone coz of his daughter.he dun wan to take a new wife.he scare his daughter get bully.it really touched my heart when she told me.really a mighty father!sometimes,things really happen vy sudden that v could not decide correct or wrong.wat my fren did.....she face it n continue her life without a mother's love.here...i heard a good father's story in the father's day.to all father in the world.....HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!^^ i brought a cake n hav nice dinner to celebrate wif my father n family.....how bout u? is time 2 thx them!

im not copy cat!!!!! >.< pif!

2008-06-11T00:33:00.000-07:00

just now a fren took my blog link from me...after i gave....she really,nvr let me feel any support at all...no support but criticize.1st,said my blog damn boring coz using english.i juz answer, coz i need improve my english.she reply me wif "copy the carina de"....i,really speechless....is that really a wrong i post my blog wif english?cant improve my english? im wondering....y everytime wat i did ppl will say me copy....juz a language i use then place me to copy?b4 that is in friendster....someone scold me cheap po n said i copy her hairstyle..now my fren say i copy classmate using english.excuse me! all of u open ur eyes n c clear! many ppl oso cut tis hairstyle okey! not only me.....and....english not juz 1 person language...is all ppl language! for ppl to communicate! not only me using english in blog okey....i think almost 80% ppl blogger using too.....means wat? they copy cat too?damn sad to get wat they said.juz wan 2 prove....im not a copy cat! n i really hate someone copy!i hav my style....my idea my concept....wat i did is original from me myself! plz....enough...

07/06/08

2008-06-07T08:58:00.000-07:00

woke up damn early...erm,no class for today.Is time for me to clean all my dirty clothes.omg....nvr took pic oso dunno how terrible it was!kakaka....scary man~~ no wonder my mum scold me always.she muz going mad when come in my bedroom XD.hmm.....wondering....m i the most terrible girl in the world?my parents say so....family say it so....even bf oso say it so.....haih....if my mum born me as a guy....how good am i XD

hmm......today went win's wif dar.....a stationary shop in taman mayang....is a shop,but more like a stor actually....they selling art students stationary.....their stock really make all the 1st come ppl get shock....full until no place for ppl to walk around! XD but their price is reasonable la...after that v saw tat roadside food lot ppl....v decided 2 hav a try...eat something like penang rojak,ice kacang,cendol bla bla bla....after finished.....boss kira.omg....1 rojak biasa oso need rm3.50.really bankrap ady...>.< no more money for me 2 go 1u watch movie wif dar tonite.sob...by the way,i bring my baobei DSLR 2gether oso.in the way back home....i took some of the pic in my housing area....u all hav a look ya ^^

REST~~~

2008-06-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

im tired....for the assignment...yesterday juz finished our fashion show....it was so wonderful for me...and especially for my group member too....wonderful show wif great comment from lecturer and also guest.from the 1st,v really damn stress if compare wif another group.wat they done and designed was shows lot of effort.however,our group nvr giv up n done the best on it...the result comes out something different with wat v expect....it was the great 1 and v r all satisfied with it.thx dar for coming and "add oil" for me....muckkhere to share the pic of fashion show v hav.....how happy v r......all gather juz like a family ^^

hehehe......"pirate's queen" all of the girls in my group... nice pic that i love the most! yay!

wif "dai bo" , tang tang and soh poh......^^hehex

today my favourite vincci necklace that i wear always broke into 2 ady!!! sob sob sob!!

thx dar bring me cake cake today....n thx his mum treat me her cheese cake....damn nice!! ^^

okey....is time to sleep ady....kekeke....my pimples getting terrible T.T